Crap..crap

I have not been active in postying my lists here. I also have not been eating healthy the past weeks. So, sad to say, I gained pounds or was back in the rut again. This feeling came back when I have been active for the past couple of weeks when I started this blog and have been weighing myself for days and noticed that I have not even lost 1 single pound! I was jogging, exercising, eating less rice and staying away from the bad food, yet not lost a single pound! So, I was discouraged, to be honest, and my old habits started to come back...:(

Anyway, I looked myself in the mirror this morning and realized what crappy and stupid things did I do for the past weeks! Now, I feel sluggish again and not as energized. Booo!

I guess with all the parties, get togethers, Christmas rush and preparign for the trip were also some of the reasons. Hopefully, I will be able to get back on the wagon again. I need to read all the blogs of people whom I follow to be inspired and motivated again...